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Posterity,

I'm not really sure if these Blogspot things ever expire due to lack of use. However, I wanted to make sure that mine was seen as "active," so i am posting.

I shall post a new, and assuredly, riveting entry soon.

Thanks!

Your Friend,

B.

Grooks

I received an email from wayne today. It was interesting, thoughtful, relevant. Initially, I felt compelled to respond immediately, but somewhere between there and here, I decided to instead write another blog entry. The only reason I mention it all is that I thought it only fitting to tip my hat (metaphorically speaking) to He Who Inspires.
Grooks:
Piet Hein (1905-1996) was a, hmm, difficult to say, actually. The Wikipedia article makes it seem like all he did was write poems and invent games, neither of which I can see being terribly lucrative. I came across him in Game Theory because he invented the game of Hex (which is a game played on a kind of checker board with hexagonal spaces, rather than squares. The players take turns filling in the hexagons, in an attempt to create a path between their two sides. One player goes from left to right, the other goes from top to bottom). As a further side note, Hex was also invented a few years later (but independently) by John Nash (of A Beautiful Mind fame). The only reason I mention Hein at all is that he is also known for writing hundreds of little poems, which he called Grooks. Here are a couple of my favs:

THE ONLY SOLUTION

We shall have to evolve
problem-solvers galore -
since each problem they solve
creates ten problems more.

SMALL THINGS AND GREAT

He that lets
the small things bind him
leaves the great
undone behind him.


NAIVE --

Naive you are
if you believe
life favours those
who aren't naive.


CONSOLATION GROOK

Losing one glove
is certainly painful,
but nothing
compared to the pain,
of losing one,
throwing away the other,
and finding
the first one again.

I like these little grooks. They are clever, wise, and wholesome. I have decided to write some grooks of my own.

Step 1: Think of some piece of advise you would like to get across.
Hmm, let’s see. How about…”brush your teeth.”

Step 2: Think of rhyming words that deal with grook idea:

Brush: mush, lush, blush, shush, ush,
Teeth: wreath, heath, ‘neath
Dental: mental, gentle, lentil, rental
Hygiene: why, Jean? lean, mean, keen, bean, wean, dean, Geen, spleen, teen, ‘zine, clean

Step 3: Construct grook.

BRUSH ‘EM!

An important part of living well
Is having good dental hygiene.
If you don’t brush them, your teeth will smell,
And your mouth will be always unclean.

BLUE WHALE GROOK:

Imagine the size
Of the mighty blue whale
90 meters long
From big head to big tail

ON BEING NICE

It’s nice to be nice
To those who are sad
For you never know
What a day they’ve had!

ON GROOKS:

As far as poems go
I like grooks a lot
Their rhyme scheme is simple
And they’re full of good thoughts

I’m only at 470, so now I’ll try to write a 20 word story:
No matter how hard Billy Jr. tried, the child could never be what Billy Sr. wanted of his first born: male.

505.

Pee Pants and God

I think that it is really good idea to keep an extra pair of pants in the trunk of your. They don’t take up much room, it won’t cost you much, and the possible benefits could be immeasurable. Here’s my thinking: I know that you probably don’t pee in your pants very often, but what if you did? Sure you could try to pretend like you just spilled water on yourself, or that you have really sweaty balls, but who would honestly believe this—especially considering the fact that urine has a smell that is both powerful and distinct. So if you pee in your pants, what do you do? You tell your boss or friends or coworkers that you just peed yourself and you need to go home to change? Goodbye promotion, self esteem, respect. Now, had you planned ahead and put an extra pair of pants in the trunk of your car, it’s a whole other story. All you need to do is go out to the car, change into the clean pair, and you’re all set. Basically, the point is, throwing an extra pair of pants will cost you nothing. Should you carry an extra pair and never pee your pants, fine. No harm done by carrying the pants around. Should you carry around the extra pair and pee in your pants, you’re saved! Crisis averted. Now, should you not carry the pants and not pee, well, you’re ok, but you haven’t really gained anything. And, should you not carry the pants and have an accident, wow, sucks to be you. Think of the extra pants like an airbag: you probably won’t ever need it, but if you do, it can be a lifesaver.

Here’s the story of Cain and Abel (more or less):

At this point in the Bible, God has already kicked Adam and Eve out of the Garden of Eden. Unlike the Garden, the world outside isn’t brimming with fresh fruits and vegetables that they can just pick and eat. Adam and Eve are forced to raise their own food. This is understandably hard work, so they decide to have children who can help them out. They have two sons, Cain and Abel. Cain and Abel are good providers and the family thrives. In an effort to bring some variety to their diets and to get more accomplished, Cain and Abel split up the farming duties. Cain, a better farmer, decides to devote all of his time to raising crops, while his brother takes care of the livestock. Things continue to go well. One day, Cain and Abel decide that, hey, life is good, why don’t we get an offering of thanks to God? So each devotes the next year to doing the best he possibly can at his chosen task. At the end of the year, Cain selects his 10 best bushels of corn and Abel selects his 10 fattest sheep and, excitedly, they offer them to God. God looks at the sheep and he is blown away. “Wow! Abel! Wow! This is the best, most thoughtful gift that I have ever received. I can’t express how happy I am. This is just awesome.” Then sees Cain’s corn, and his jaw drops. “What? Is this…corn? You’re giving me corn? What the fuck? Why? This is shit. Who wants corn? No one wants corn. I am God, you think that, if I wanted corn, I couldn’t just make some appear? This is the worst gift that I have ever received. You are a total idiot.” So then Abel gets all smug and starts laughing at Cain. And Cain kills him.

Now, granted, killing someone isn’t the appropriate response to being laughed at, but still, you have to admit, God kind of dropped to ball on this one. I mean, Cain tried his hardest and gave his best crop to God. It’s not like he knew that God hated corn and offered it to spite him. No, he legitimately wanted to show his appreciation and he got laughed at and called an idiot. This is totally unfair. Hasn’t God ever heard “it’s the thought the counts?” I mean, what if on Christmas morning, your parents told you that they loved the presents that your little sister had given them, but they hated yours. And not did they hate your present, but they hated you? I don’t think there’s anyone in the world that wouldn’t consider this to be bad parenting.

So what is the moral of this story? I think it’s that life really isn’t fair. Everyone can try as hard as they want to be a good person, make all of the right moves, do all the right things, etc, but in the end, some people will have a happy life, and some are doomed to suffer. There’s pretty much no rhyme or reason to it. You just do your best and offer it to God. And he either likes it, or he spits in your face.

And this is actually pretty reasonable. It lines up with the belief that any who don’t declare Jesus as their lord and savior are doomed to hell, right? People born in the right places (i.e. Western countries) are likely to be the ones that just happen to have chosen the gift that God wants. People from elsewhere (Hindus, Muslims, Bhuddists, etc) just drew the short straw. They can live perfectly good lives, but in the end, it’s still only corn that their offering. And God’s a lamb man.

921.

What a Mess!

(I. cont'd)

Until he no longer did.

Because that’s what people do.

Her scent, once intoxicatingly beautiful, had disappeared. He had gotten used to it and could no longer sense it. And with the smell, went his love.

And so they took her away, and she lived with them. For a while it was just them and Abigail, but soon there were others. Other girls that, just like Abbey, he had loved intensely and then discarded.

The replaced her with a copy. It was true to her form, a perfect replica. But it was missing a certain light that she had about her. Lineo could tell the difference. The replica wasn’t as easy to talk to as Abigail had been, she didn’t smile as easily. There was a strange distance between him and her, where before, there had been none.
So he went looking for her. It is true that he was no longer in love with her, but he still wanted her around.

But they had taken her. And she was gone.

He soon found another girl. She was easy to talk to, and easy to laugh with, and easy to kiss. So he made her his own. But it was different this time. After Abbey, he needed more. The thrill of connecting to another young woman wasn’t enough. There were lots of girls now, and he needed more.

All were nice. Most laughed easily. Some were even funny. But he needed beauty and mystery and subtlety and adventure. He needed romance.

So he left the new girl, and he found others. Some were attractive, some weren’t. Some were funny, others weren’t. Some were rich, some were clever. One was the daughter of a pair of dentists. One was beaten as a child and always had a look of longing. One had no father and loved her mother as a best friend. One was a champion swimmer, an ice skater, a belly dancer, a lover of cats.

He loved them all, for some things. He loved none of them, for all things.
But he did love that they smelled like summer, that their skin was soft, and their legs, hairless. He loved that they spent so much time getting ready. That they knew about make-up, and perfume, and fashion. That their rooms were always neat, and decorated with pictures of their friends. That they had stuffed animals on their bed and more than one pillow. He loved their knick-knacks, their esoteric jewelry, the colorful devices that held their hair in place.

But mostly, he loved that they loved him. He felt better with them. He loved their adoring eyes and the way they fit, just so, under his arm.

Every now and then, he would see Abbey. They would bring her back, just for a second, and she would appear before him. When he saw her, he’d move towards her, but before he could reach her, she was gone, again.

It was after these visions that he’d remember how things were. He would remember love. But he didn’t really. He couldn’t. No one ever can. He could remember feeling strongly for her. Sharing intimate moments. Doing things he’d feel embarrassed about doing now. And he would say to himself, “that was love. That’s what love is.” But he didn’t really understand, anymore. The emotion was gone. Love was like powerful taste or smell, indescribable (except in the vaguest of terms), different for everyone (yet somehow the same), and truly knowable only by those under its effects.

586.

I.

The first time he fell in love, Lineo was 13. Abbey, russet-haired and something of a tomboy, was, at the time he met her, dating his friend, Gregory. She wasn’t exactly beautiful—not in the conventional way, anyway—but she had a pretty face, and she laughed easily, and that was enough.

Having been raised on a steady diet of Disney movies and fairy tales, Lineo had, from an early age, been brought up to believe that a person’s “true beauty” lay on the inside. By falling in love with Abigail Stintson, he was able to live convince himself that he was a moral and good. And that, like all of the heroes in his stories, he was able to find the diamond in the rough.

A second reason that Lineo may have fallen for Abigail, and not say, Mildred Johnson, who was equally as kind and even homelier than Abigail, is simply that, unlike Mildred Johnson, he could actually talk to Abbey. It shouldn’t be interpreted that Lineo was particularly shy around girls, but he definitely wasn’t outgoing. After elementary school, when the class divided itself into the social haves and have-nots, Lineo found his friends among the computer game players and Monty Python fans. Naturally, there was a female contingent that held the same social status as Lineo and his friends, but, for one reason or another, the two groups didn’t begin to integrate until high school. For this reason, although he had several female acquaintances at school, Lineo had never held an extended conversation with a female (not including his family) until Gregory started dating Abbey.

It should also be noted that part of the appeal of Abigail Stintson was simply the fact that she was Gregory’s girl. She had already proven herself to be of great value to his friend, and therefore she was of great value to him. Another theme that he had unknowingly pulled from the stories of his childhood was that the heroes always got the best girls. Sure, there were always pudgy sisters and devoted handmaidens for the heroes’ trusty sidekicks, but the true gem, without question, went to the heroes. And like every young man, Lineo wanted to be the hero, and being the hero meant getting the girl. Lineo was able to keep this motivation hidden from his subconscious most of the time, so as not to interfere with his carefully constructed heroic self-image, but nevertheless, he did derive a subtle satisfaction from stealing the girl from his friend, thereby proving that he was, in some way, better than Gregory.

But he did love her. That much cannot be argued. He loved her in a way more pure and more radiant than he ever loved again. He loved her with the purity of youth and the curiosity of puberty. Love, for Lineo, was exciting and new. It was no longer just a word people sometimes said, it was now a feeling. He loved her because she was she. And he would love her forever.

Because that is how people love.

514.

turnip town

Quiz:

My roommate, Alex, has been invited to two root vegetable parties. The only problem is, he doesn’t remember which invitation is which. In which hand is Alex holding his ticket to turnip town?

Extra Credit:

To which party should Alex take the ticket in his other hand?

Blog:

So, I bought a turnip the other day because I had never, to my knowledge, eaten a turnip and I wanted to know what they tasted like. Well, tonight I found out. They taste pretty much like potatoes. Maybe a little bit more flavorful, a little harder, but still basically a potato. My friend Carolyn told me that turnips are best for roasting, but I chose to disregard that advice and saute instead. I’m not sure how roasting would have turned out, but sauteing was delicious. I added an onion, some mushrooms, a bit of garlic, a can of beans, and I was on my way to a flavor explosion!

I don’t pity turnips. They aren’t the prettiest, or the most lovable. They certainly aren’t famous or exotic, but they have their place. They are the waste-management employees of the vegetable world. Or maybe the ranchers.

I think that potatoes would be the construction workers. Tomatoes would have to be the business men (this designation would be mainly due to the fact that, although I acknowledge their utility, I don’t personally prefer them). Onions would be the teachers.

Of course these vegetables shouldn’t be limited to the professions that I chose for them. No, each should individually be able to choose its own profession. Naturally, the pretty vegetables, the capsicum and eggplant, would probably be more likely to get jobs as actors or models, but it wouldn’t be based solely on their species. I do not, for a second, think that any vegetable should be denied a job a priori as a result of their race. But perhaps I have spent too much time on this.

http://links.zigzo.com/2007/12/10/the-worlds-two-most-beautiful-vegetables/

Here is something I always think about. This excerpt is from Bill Bryson's A Short History of Nearly Everything:

“In 1907 when a well-known collector named Alanson Bryan realized that he had shot the last three specimens of black mamos, a species of forest bird that had only been discovered the previous decade, he noted that the news filled him with ‘joy.’”

Firstly, I have long since believed that my parents named me after old Alanson. They have never admitted it outwardly, but sometimes they make strange references to it. For example, I remember once, when I was 9 or 10, my next door neighbors asked me to watch their fish while they were going out of town. I was all for it, but when I asked my parents, they thought about it for a while and said, “I guess that’s ok. What’s the worst that could happen? It’s not like these fish are the last of their kind.” It was the peculiar emphasis that they put on the word “these” that made the incident stick in my mind. The second reference occurred a lot more recently. When I was in Bolivia, working with a puma, my mother wrote me an email that said something like, “ok, son, just try not to kill them all and rejoice in their distinction, just as the man after whom you were named did in 1907.” At the time, I just thought she was in one of her moods. After reading this book, I have begun to think that their maybe more to it.

The second thing is, is it really so wrong to feel joy after eliminating the last known members of a given species? I mean, if there are only a few of them left, it’s not like the species is going to survive anyway, so why not be the last one to get some joy out its members? Also, it’s a distinction that not many people have: Species Eliminator. I could continue in this vein, but I think I’ll end it here.

667

A Vampire Story

Beep. Beep. Beep.

A groan followed by a loud smack, as a white hand pounds the snooze button.

5 more minutes.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I hate winter. There aren’t enough hours in the day. What time is it, even? 4:30? What kind of decent undead is awake at 4:30pm? It’s obscene.

Oh well. At least I can get plenty of things done. Run some errands and whatnot. I need a new black suit. Maybe I’ll try to get one of those.

What else, what else…

I think Pelican’s having a party. Maybe I’ll go to that. I don’t know if I feel like socializing, though. Sometimes parties can be kind of draining—especially skeleton parties. All those bones. It’s like going to an anatomy museum. I’ll call the Deathsails and see if they’re going.

Very slowly, two white hands reach out of the coffin and grasp the sides. The vampire pulls himself to a sitting position and rubs his eyes. He looks around his cellar, blinking the sleep out of his eyes. He leans over and carefully raises one skinny leg over the coffin wall and places it firmly on the ground. The other leg soon follows; the vampire is up.

He places one hand behind his head and rubs his black hair. It’s getting a little long. He’ll need to cut it, soon. Who knew that hair continues to grow, even after death? It’s one of the last remnants of personal hygiene he still has to attend to.

He walks over to the sink and picks up his toothbrush. As he brushes his teeth, he gazes into the mirror mounted behind the sink and watches the toothbrush flit through the air, seemingly unassisted. Although brushing his teeth isn’t strictly necessary—his teeth won’t rot or decay—he enjoys the ritual. He enjoys polishing is his sharp white incisors as he rids his mouth of the irony taste of last night’s meal.

He spits, and rinses his mouth.

He walks over to his closet and looks inside, staring, without seeing, at his collection of black suits. What to wear?

The phone rings.

“Hello?”

“Leroy?” A thin, high voice comes through the line.

“Hello Bea.”

“What’s up? What are you doing?”

“What do you mean ‘What I am doing? It’s like 4:30. I just woke up.”

“I meant later. What are you doing later?”

“Later? I don’t know. I was thinking about trying to go find another suit; all of mine are getting old. Maybe I’ll go to Pelican’s. I don’t really know. Why? What are you doing?”

“Nothing.” She pauses. “Hey listen, so last night I was out stalking and I saw this guy enter an alley alone, and I was like, ‘awesome, this’ll be easy, right?’ So I follow him down the alley, I’m sneaking up behind him, doing the whole, ghostly moan thing, you know, like really trying to scare him. He kept looking around, doing that whole, I’mscared-butishouldn’tbe-because-there-isnosuchthing-as-monsters, right? So I’m creeping up behind him and, all of sudden, I trip over a cat. No joke. This cat just jumps below my feet and I totally fall over and land in this puddle of godknowswhat and now my wig is pretty much ruined. I was so pissed. Like, what the fuck, right? You spend so long trying to find the perfect wig and then you find one you love and you have it for like a day and it gets ruined. It’s such shit.”

“Yeah, that sucks. Cats. You can never tell with them.”

“Well, anyway, the point is, I need a new wig, and I was hoping that you could help me with that. It’s not like I can just go walk into a store and buy one…”

“Well…”

“Look. It’s easy for you. You appear to be somewhat human. I look like…well, you know how it with us.”

He did know. It was different for ghilan. Even after they’re raised, their skin continues to rot, their hair falls out. They look, for the most part, positively frightening. The vampire wasn’t even sure why they bothered with the wigs, it wasn’t like they improve their appearance at all and they are always falling off and getting ruined. I guess vanity is just one of those things that stick around, even after death.

“What about Astrixa? Why don’t you ask her?” Astrixa is Bea’s raiser, and hence, her master and caregiver.

“She won’t do it. She thinks wigs are a useless vanity. It was hard enough getting her to get me this one. And then I went and ruined it. She’ll be pissed. Please? It’s not even a big deal for you. It’ll take like 5 minutes, just walk into a store and buy one, or steal one. Easy. Please?”

“Yeah, ok. Fine. I guess. Whatever. You want blond again?”

“Yeah, blond’s good. Awesome. Thank you.”

“Ok. I’ll call you when I’ve got it.”

“Awesome. Thanks, again. I definitely owe you. You’re awesome.”

“It’s fine. I’ll call you later.”

The vampire hangs up the phone.

840.